| Location | Exeter |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 3/2007 |
| Date of Death | 3/2007 |
| Visitors | 2,179 since 02/03/2008 |
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Millie soper grew her wings 1st march 2007 Daughter to Jim and Sally, a sister to Steven, Jade,
Fred, John, Josh, Roxanne, Kaleb and Billy. You were a miracle, a dream come true, A perfect little
girl, you never woke up, You're safe now little Millie, so shine like a star, Play with the
angels but don't go too far. Sleep tight our Little Angel. You'll always be in our
hearts xxx
I was 36 weeks pregnant when i was told my baby had died inside me.
I had a realy bad time right from the start.I had carried 5 other babys and i new something was not
right.But all i ever got was' baby is doing well,baby is fine.I saw the doctors the week before
after having a scan and they told me baby was not growing so i cryed and begged them to take baby
out but i was told no couse baby was healthy.All week i was very low becose i didnt know what was
gonna happen to my baby.At 1.30 am on28th of febuary it felt like baby was kicking its way out.Me
and my husband went to the hospital at 10am the same day and i was told they wanted a trace of babys
heart before the scan.But she couldnt find the heart beat but she said dont worrie ill do the scan
first.I new something was rong as soon as she went over my tummy very fast.I could see no heart
beat.Another doctor came in and told me baby was dead.It felt like someone had riped my heart out.I
was told to go home and to come back the next day to deliver baby.I could not belive i had to go
home and face my other children and tell them our baby was dead.How do you tell a 2 year old and a 3
year old?My husband told the older 3 couse i could not face them.My 3 year old son came to me and
asked me why i was crying and some how i told him our baby had gone to heaven.Ill never forget the
way he looked at me and his bottom lip dropping,then came the tears.I did not sleep that night and
befor i knew it was time to go into hospital.I was put to sleep and when i came round i kept asking
what i had .I had a little girl,just what we had been dreaming for.Millie was born assleep at 9.50am
and weighd 3lb8oz.She was brought into me in this tiny mossis basket and when they laid her in my
arms the first thing i said was she looked just like Billy when he was born.I spent 3 days in
hospital with her and then we laid her to rest on the 9th of march 2007.Millie would be 15monthes
old now and i still wake in the night couse i hear her cry.
My Angel
Hello my beautiful baby girl.Im sorry ive not wrote for a while but mummy has been so buisy but im gonna try to write more often to you ok my darling.I still miss you like mad and i do think of you every day.You are the first face i see in the morning and the last face i see at night.Your memorial garden at home looks so lovely and you have got so many new angels and faireys out their now.Also we have collected so many for you that i had to get another unit couse im running out of space to put them.Dont worrie i aint gnna stop getting them for you.I will just start putting them all around the house.Im gonna say night for now gotta get your brothers and sister to bed couse they have got school tomorow.Love you Millie forever.
Loads of love,huggs+kissis
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My Angel Millie
Hello my darling baby girl im sorry i've not wrote for a while but i have had so much goin on.As you know mummy and daddy renewed our wedding vows and we put your possie on your stone.We left it their for a week and now its home in one of your cabanets.I will put some photos of us all on your site.Your garden is lookin so beautiful now.All the flowers look lovely and you have got so many angels and fairies out their.Its beautiful just like you my Angel.Im still missing you like crazy and allways will.
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Ill never forget you
My darling Millie
I just want you to know that just becouse ive not been writing to you as often as i would like does not meen ive forgotten about you.Believe me my baby girl that will never happen.You are the first thing i think of when i get up and the last thing at night.I have youre photo beside my bed and youre first baby grow under my pillow.I still often hold it at night.I have alot going on at the moment and also youre brothers+sister are home becouse its the summer holidats.And it keeps on raining so they are board couse we cant go out.I have been ill again and been to andfrow the hospital and im waiting to go in again for more tests.Im getting fed up with it all now.I want you to know how much i love you Millie and im never ever gonna stop loving,missing and thinking of you.Youre garden looks so lovely now all the plants are growing.People still stop and look at it and they always coment on how lovely it is and they say alot of love has gone into it.You will always be close to my heart Millie and i will think of you every day and i hope you will forgive me for not writing to you every day like i said i would.As soon as your brothers and sister are back at school i will have more time to write.I love you so much.I just wish someone could tell me how long this pain i feel inside me will last.Well my angel im gonna say night now couse its just gone midnight.So night night my darling sleep tight angel Ill see you in my dreams.
All my love huggs+kissis
Your loving Mummy
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My Mother
Oh Mother, my Mother
I touch your tears
Invisible fingers
Soothing your skin
I know you think of me so often
In the day, in the night,
In your dreams
Going into an empty nursery
Knowing I'll never be there
But I am...in your heart
In your soul, I shall always be
For you gave so selfishly
Of yourself.
Inside of you, you created
Such a world for me
A world of laughter, of love
Of sadness, of sorrow
Every emotion people come to know
You shared with me.
And even though I may never
Feel your arms around me
I felt your heart beating,
Like a lullaby, singing me to sleep
And your spirit giving me a safe haven
Already protecting me
Nurturing me
Preparing me of things to come.
But sometimes the journey
Of life pulls souls apart
And yes, I had to go on
To another place.
I wish I could stay
I wish this was a desision
I could make
And I know you do too.
Know this wherever you are:
I will always remember
That yours was the first love
The first joy, the first soul
I will ever know
You gave me the courage to
Go on in my journey
I hope I can do the same
For you
Your heart beat will always
Call me to you.
Love, your child
Perfect Child
Ten little fingers that will never grip,
Two little legs that now no longer kick,
A delicate face that won't smile or cry,
Tiny hands that never waved goodbye,
Two precious feet that will never walk,
A pair of soft lips that will never talk,
But a beautiful, pure soul that has gone up above,
And left me with feelings and memories and love.
Miss you and love you. So glad we had you. xxxxxxx
We thought of you with love today,
But that is nothing new.
We thought about you yesterday,
And days before that too.
We think of you in silence,
We often speak your name.
Now all we have are memories,
And your picture in a frame.
Your memory is our keepsake,
With which we'll never part;
God has you in his keeping,
But we have you in our hearts.
We thought of you with love today,
But that is nothing new.
We thought about you yesterday,
And days before that too.
We think of you in silence,
We often speak your name.
Now all we have are memories,
And your picture in a frame.
Your memory is our keepsake,
With which we'll never part;
God has you in his keeping,
But we have you in our hearts.
BABIES ARE ANGELS
Babies are angels that fly to the earth,
Their wings dissapear at the time of their birth,
One look in their eyes and were never the same,
Ther'e part of us now and that part has a name,
That part is your heart and a bond,
That wont sever,
Are babies are angels, we love them forever.
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IN my heart forever
Where do fairy babies lie
Till they're old enough to fly?
Here's a likely place,i think,
'Mid these flowers,blue and pink,
Pretty things for babies toys!
Let us peepnow,gently.Why,
Fairy baby,here you lie!
Kicking there,with no one by,
Baby dear,how good you lie!
All alone,but O, you're not-
You could never be-forgot!
O how glad i am i've found you,
With Forget-me-nots around you,
Blue,the colour of the sky!
Fairy baby,Hushaby!
Love you Millie with all my heart and soul for eternaty.
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