| Location | Exeter |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 3/2007 |
| Date of Death | 3/2007 |
| Visitors | 2,181 since 02/03/2008 |
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Millie soper grew her wings 1st march 2007 Daughter to Jim and Sally, a sister to Steven, Jade,
Fred, John, Josh, Roxanne, Kaleb and Billy. You were a miracle, a dream come true, A perfect little
girl, you never woke up, You're safe now little Millie, so shine like a star, Play with the
angels but don't go too far. Sleep tight our Little Angel. You'll always be in our
hearts xxx
I was 36 weeks pregnant when i was told my baby had died inside me.
I had a realy bad time right from the start.I had carried 5 other babys and i new something was not
right.But all i ever got was' baby is doing well,baby is fine.I saw the doctors the week before
after having a scan and they told me baby was not growing so i cryed and begged them to take baby
out but i was told no couse baby was healthy.All week i was very low becose i didnt know what was
gonna happen to my baby.At 1.30 am on28th of febuary it felt like baby was kicking its way out.Me
and my husband went to the hospital at 10am the same day and i was told they wanted a trace of babys
heart before the scan.But she couldnt find the heart beat but she said dont worrie ill do the scan
first.I new something was rong as soon as she went over my tummy very fast.I could see no heart
beat.Another doctor came in and told me baby was dead.It felt like someone had riped my heart out.I
was told to go home and to come back the next day to deliver baby.I could not belive i had to go
home and face my other children and tell them our baby was dead.How do you tell a 2 year old and a 3
year old?My husband told the older 3 couse i could not face them.My 3 year old son came to me and
asked me why i was crying and some how i told him our baby had gone to heaven.Ill never forget the
way he looked at me and his bottom lip dropping,then came the tears.I did not sleep that night and
befor i knew it was time to go into hospital.I was put to sleep and when i came round i kept asking
what i had .I had a little girl,just what we had been dreaming for.Millie was born assleep at 9.50am
and weighd 3lb8oz.She was brought into me in this tiny mossis basket and when they laid her in my
arms the first thing i said was she looked just like Billy when he was born.I spent 3 days in
hospital with her and then we laid her to rest on the 9th of march 2007.Millie would be 15monthes
old now and i still wake in the night couse i hear her cry.
MISS YOU MILLIE
My darling Millie
Its coming up to the first anniversary of us lossing Nanny Bet and becouse i was with her right till the end im feeling very low.Im always thinking about you and i always will couse your my baby girl.Give nanny a big kiss and cuddle for us all please and tell her we miss and love her.Thank you darling.Im sorry ive not been writing much but things have been quite hard at home lots of horrible things goin on.But your with me in my heart every minuite of every day.Kaleb and Billy talk about you and they often ask me when we are coming to get you and bring you home.Its very hard to explaine to them couse they are only 5 and 4.Kaleb got a little nome and said it had to go in your garden couse it was farther christmas and it was for you.He is such a little darling sometimes.But they all keep you in their thoughts and im glad about that.We will be up over the weekend with new flowers for you and to clean up around your stone ok darling.Well mummy is gonna say night for now so night my Angel Sleep tight love you loads Millie.See you in my dreams baby girl.
Loads of love huggs+kissis
Mummy
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You are so beautiful to me and you always will be
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Forever in my heart
Right now I'm in a diffrent place
And though we seem apart
I'm closer than I ever was
'''I'm there inside your heart.
I'm with you when you greet each day
and while the sun shines bright
I'm there to share the sunset, too
'''I'm with you every night.
I'm with you when the times are good
to share a laugh or two,
And if a tear should start to fall
'''I'll be there for you
And when that day arrives
That we no longer are apart,
I'll smile and hold you close to me
''' Forever in my heart....
HELLO DARLING
HOPE YOUR OKAY
YOU BEEN HAVING FUN TODAY?
ITS QUITE CHILLY TODAY
YOU AND MCKENZIE BEEN GOOD?
HOPE SO!!
WHACT OVER YOUR MUMMY
SLEEP TIGHT LITTLE BABY GIRL
LOTS OV LOVE DARLING
LOVE RACHEL XXXX
hello millie babes i am sorry i have not lit any candles for you only today i got my password sorted anyway we hope your ok we love and miss you lots give nana a big hug n kiss, love auntie catherine n uncle peter xxx
I Miss You Millie
To my darling baby girl Millie
Im feeling very low at the moment my darling and maybe thats why i find myself looking at your photos more then normal.You wear my no 6 baby and i lost you.I feel like im gonna lose my first born aswell now.Not the way i lost you but another way but it still hurts.No one realy knows what im going through at the moment and how sad i am.Im very good at putting a brave face on.Sometimes you have to.I wish i could hold you in my arms one more time and kiss your tiny lips.I feel so hurt when i see certain people with new babys and i cant help but think why me?No one will ever be able to give me the answers i want.All i know is i had a beautiful perfect little girl who i only spent 3 days with.At least i had that.I love you Millie so much my darling.This pain in my heart will never go away untill that day comes when i come to joine you.When that day comes im never gonna let you go again.Love you my Angel.Sleep tight.Ill see you in my dreams.
All my love huggs+kissis
Your Mummy Forever
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hello little angel millie
good night millie sweet dreams!
hope you had fun today with mckenzie
hugs and kisses to you
and loads of love to your family
sleep tight darling
mckenzies mummy xxx
Daddy's Angel.
To my darling little Half Pint Millie
I love you so very much and i miss you more then words can say.The pain i feel inside my heart will never leave,but the love i have for you will grow with every day.You have a special place in my heart and thats wear you will stay forever.Love you my littl Half Pint.
Loads of love,huggs+kissis
Your very loving daddy
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MILLIE.R.I.P.ANGEL XXXXX
Darling Millie
I just wanted to tell you a few little things about your family.Your brothers Kaleb and Billy look out the window most nights to see if your star is in the sky and if they find it they get so excited.When ever we go to any shops they always look for angels and faireys couse we collect them for you.Billy who is now 4 often askes when we can come and get you and bring you home.It brings tears to my eyes every time.It is so hard to explain to him and Kaleb who is 5.Kaleb will sit beside your resting place and tells you what he hasbeen doing at school.He will rub your stone and call you a good girl.It is so lovely to see and i know that it is your tweo youngest brothers that have got me and your daddy through the past year.Roxanne will often sit in her bedroom playing your songs over and over and she will have a little cry.Josh dont really say alot but i know he missis you.His t shirt he had on when he cuddled you is too small for him and i was gonna get rid of it but he told me i was not aloud.He wants to keep it so i have put it away safe.He often draws a picture for you and i put it in your box.He even designed a pair of trainers at school and put your name on the side of them.And Fred sleeps with your picture beside his bed every night aand also has one in his wallet.He has also got your name on his arm.You see Millie you wear so wanted by all of us and we are never gonna forget you.Your daddy missis you like crazy and that is the reason he done your garden.e often sits out their thinking about you.We all love and miss you like crazy and always will
Love huggs+kissis mummy
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Precious Child
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
Karen Taylor-Good (Lyrics)
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