Millie Julie kathleen Soper

2007 - 2007
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Date of Birth3/2007
Date of Death3/2007
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Millie soper grew her wings 1st march 2007 Daughter to Jim and Sally, a sister to Steven, Jade,
Fred, John, Josh, Roxanne, Kaleb and Billy. You were a miracle, a dream come true, A perfect little
girl, you never woke up, You're safe now little Millie, so shine like a star, Play with the
angels but don't go too far. Sleep tight our Little Angel. You'll always be in our
hearts xxx

I was 36 weeks pregnant when i was told my baby had died inside me.
I had a realy bad time right from the start.I had carried 5 other babys and i new something was not
right.But all i ever got was' baby is doing well,baby is fine.I saw the doctors the week before
after having a scan and they told me baby was not growing so i cryed and begged them to take baby
out but i was told no couse baby was healthy.All week i was very low becose i didnt know what was
gonna happen to my baby.At 1.30 am on28th of febuary it felt like baby was kicking its way out.Me
and my husband went to the hospital at 10am the same day and i was told they wanted a trace of babys
heart before the scan.But she couldnt find the heart beat but she said dont worrie ill do the scan
first.I new something was rong as soon as she went over my tummy very fast.I could see no heart
beat.Another doctor came in and told me baby was dead.It felt like someone had riped my heart out.I
was told to go home and to come back the next day to deliver baby.I could not belive i had to go
home and face my other children and tell them our baby was dead.How do you tell a 2 year old and a 3
year old?My husband told the older 3 couse i could not face them.My 3 year old son came to me and
asked me why i was crying and some how i told him our baby had gone to heaven.Ill never forget the
way he looked at me and his bottom lip dropping,then came the tears.I did not sleep that night and
befor i knew it was time to go into hospital.I was put to sleep and when i came round i kept asking
what i had .I had a little girl,just what we had been dreaming for.Millie was born assleep at 9.50am
and weighd 3lb8oz.She was brought into me in this tiny mossis basket and when they laid her in my
arms the first thing i said was she looked just like Billy when he was born.I spent 3 days in
hospital with her and then we laid her to rest on the 9th of march 2007.Millie would be 15monthes
old now and i still wake in the night couse i hear her cry.


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Angel Too Soon...

Dont let them say,I wasnt born
That something stopped my heart
I felt each tender squeeze you gave
Ive loved you from the start

Although my body you cant hold
It doesnt mean im gone
This world was worthy,not of me
God chose that i move on

I know the pain that drowns your soul
What you are forced to face
You have my world,ill fill your arms
Someday we will embrace

Youll hear that it was ment to be
God doesnt make mistakes
But that wount soften your worst blow
Or make your heart not ache

There will come a time i promise you
When you will hold my hand
Stroke my face and kiss my lips
And then youll understand

Although ive never breathed your air
Or gazed into your eyes
That doesnt mean i never was
An Angel Never Dies....

My darling Millie
I will forever love and miss you baby girl
A mothers love is greater then anything
in the whole wide world
All my love,huggs+kissis
Mummy
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Sally Soper (Mummy) November 9, 2008

if i could have one wish

SENT WITH LOVE XXXXX

♥ If I could have one wish ♥


♥ If i could wish upon a star ♥
♥ I would wish for you back here ♥
♥ I know you're happy where you are ♥
♥ But i miss you and want you near ♥

♥ Although i see you everyday ♥
♥ In my thoughts and in my dreams ♥
♥ I miss you more than words can say ♥
♥ It just gets worse, it seems ♥

♥ I try to be strong for others around ♥
♥ But all i want to do is cry ♥
♥ I just sit for hours by myself ♥
♥ And ask the question 'Why'? ♥

♥ It's the strongest pain I've ever felt ♥
♥ I don't think I could describe it ♥
♥ Although I try, I do my best ♥
♥ I don't think that I can hide it ♥

♥ My life will never be the same ♥
♥ That's why it's hard to bear ♥
♥ Because since the day you left us ♥
♥ I think that life's not fair ♥

♥ Some things seem not to matter now ♥
♥ Even things that mattered before ♥
♥ You have no idea what I would give up ♥
♥ To make this pain less sore ♥

♥ People say we'll meet again ♥
♥ And yeah I know that's true ♥
♥ But I wish it didn't have to be this way ♥
♥ Because you know how much I miss you ♥

♥ I love you with all my heart and soul ♥
♥ And there's one thing you need to know ♥
♥ There's not one person in the human race ♥
♥ That could ever take your place ♥

A SPECIAL FRIEND X
I'm sending you this Angel
with hopes for dreams all night.
She's bringing her Special Blanket
to wrap you in all tight.
It's made with Love and Stardust
and Magic through and through
to help you sleep very soundly
and awaken just like new.

So close your eyes and see her
floating near your side,
she's there to tuck you in, dear Friend,
for a dreamy sleep filled ride.
You are so precious and so loved
and God watches over you every day.
Just remember your Good Night Angel
is only a thought away.

Blessings to you...

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Rest In Peace Angel
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THINKING OF YOU
ALWAYS
ANGEL
Forever in our hearts and thoughts

send this to all your friends, i just did xxx

happy halloween auntie millie

hiya auntie hope u didnt get 2 scared 2day missing u loads love you tyler xxxx

Diane Deeprose (Sister-in-Law) November 1, 2008

My Angel

Happy Halloween my darling Millie dont get to scared tonight nothing will hurt you my darling ok Hope you liked your teddy and your bits i got for you that are in your garden
Love you loads forever
Lots of love huggs+kissis
Mummy
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Sally Soper (Mummy) October 31, 2008

Life Within & A Place in our Hearts

'Life Within'

To have known life within
Is to have known joy
And the freshness of beginnings:
To have life snatched away
Leaves me with hands outstretched,
My arms open wide,
Feeling emptiness and space,
Rather than the weight of my child,
With newborn warmth and silken hair.
My body, so full of kicks and squirms one day,
Is barren and lifeless the next
Stripped of its child,
That I never knew. Yet I did know and love.



'A place in our Hearts'

There is a place in our hearts meant for you alone
Part of our lives only you can own.
The tears in our eyes we can wipe away,
But the love in our hearts will always stay.
May the winds of love blow softly
and whisper for you to hear
how much we will always love you.
To us you were so dear.

Rachel Bass. Josh (Family Friend) October 30, 2008

Miss You For Eternity Millie

I wrote your name in the sand
But the waves washed it away
I wrote your name upon my hand
But i washed it the next day
I wrote your name on a piece of paper
But i acidently through it away
Y wrote your name in my heart
And forever it will stay


I love and miss you so very much Millie and this pain i feel dont want to go away You will forever be my Angel Baby Sleep tight my darling Love you
Loads of love huggs+kissis
MUMMY
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Sally Soper (Mummy) October 27, 2008

Millie my forever Angel

The Angels sang amazing grace
The lord came down and toutched your face
He held your hand and whispered low
"Come with me,its time to go"
The gates of heaven opened wide
The Angels lined up side by side
A special guest was on the way
The day they took
Our child away.

Love you always and forever Millie my beautiful baby Angel

Loads of love,huggs+kissis
Mummy
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Sally Soper (Mummy) October 25, 2008

little angel

hello millie
you ok little angel?
you whactin ov mummy nd daddy
you havin fun in the coulds today
its rather cold isnt it :)
rest your tiny head now sweetie
love rachel xxx

Rachel Harling (Friend) October 21, 2008

MILLIE

My darling Little Halfpint
Not a day goes by that i dont think about you.You are missed by us all.I often sit in your garden and i belive i see you playing around the fish pond.So beautiful like i new you would be.
Love you Millie and miss you like mad
Lotsof love,huggs+kissis
Your Daddy
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Sally Soper (Mummy) October 17, 2008
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