| Location | Exeter |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 3/2007 |
| Date of Death | 3/2007 |
| Visitors | 2,181 since 02/03/2008 |
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Millie soper grew her wings 1st march 2007 Daughter to Jim and Sally, a sister to Steven, Jade,
Fred, John, Josh, Roxanne, Kaleb and Billy. You were a miracle, a dream come true, A perfect little
girl, you never woke up, You're safe now little Millie, so shine like a star, Play with the
angels but don't go too far. Sleep tight our Little Angel. You'll always be in our
hearts xxx
I was 36 weeks pregnant when i was told my baby had died inside me.
I had a realy bad time right from the start.I had carried 5 other babys and i new something was not
right.But all i ever got was' baby is doing well,baby is fine.I saw the doctors the week before
after having a scan and they told me baby was not growing so i cryed and begged them to take baby
out but i was told no couse baby was healthy.All week i was very low becose i didnt know what was
gonna happen to my baby.At 1.30 am on28th of febuary it felt like baby was kicking its way out.Me
and my husband went to the hospital at 10am the same day and i was told they wanted a trace of babys
heart before the scan.But she couldnt find the heart beat but she said dont worrie ill do the scan
first.I new something was rong as soon as she went over my tummy very fast.I could see no heart
beat.Another doctor came in and told me baby was dead.It felt like someone had riped my heart out.I
was told to go home and to come back the next day to deliver baby.I could not belive i had to go
home and face my other children and tell them our baby was dead.How do you tell a 2 year old and a 3
year old?My husband told the older 3 couse i could not face them.My 3 year old son came to me and
asked me why i was crying and some how i told him our baby had gone to heaven.Ill never forget the
way he looked at me and his bottom lip dropping,then came the tears.I did not sleep that night and
befor i knew it was time to go into hospital.I was put to sleep and when i came round i kept asking
what i had .I had a little girl,just what we had been dreaming for.Millie was born assleep at 9.50am
and weighd 3lb8oz.She was brought into me in this tiny mossis basket and when they laid her in my
arms the first thing i said was she looked just like Billy when he was born.I spent 3 days in
hospital with her and then we laid her to rest on the 9th of march 2007.Millie would be 15monthes
old now and i still wake in the night couse i hear her cry.
"Have You Ever?" by Ruth Sparrey
Have you ever stood and looked up into the clear night sky
Wondering if your little soul is out there dancing amid the countless others?
Have you ever looked into the face of another and read the lines so finely etched?
Have you ever looked between the words that have not been spoken?
Have you ever felt like the protective lioness that has nothing to protect?
Have you ever left your known existence to walk another path?
Have you ever cried endless tears, alone and broken?
Have you ever shared purest love, love that you would not normally express?
Have you ever felt something grow but have it taken away before its flower?
Have you ever watched a child and thought this is what it should be?
Have you ever been part of a conversation in which you do not fit?
Have you ever had to climb an emotional mountain, never to reach the summit?
Have you ever nurtured a memory in order to give life to the already departed?
Have you ever been asked how you are feeling and known that the question was real?
Have you ever been kept awake for fear that someone else in your world will leave you?
Have you ever caught a moment and cherished it for the peace that it brings?
Have you ever smiled and danced in the rain knowing that one day you will rise?
Have you ever just simply breathed to let yourself be free?
Have you ever hidden away from the world, just for a while, so that you can face another day?
Have you ever found comfort from the gentle flicker of a simple flame?
Have you ever held out your hand to another, knowing that this is the only thing you can do?
Have you ever felt your blessing is not understood for what it should be?
Have you ever stood and looked up into the clear night sky
Knowing that your little soul is out there dancing in the company of others?
☆ All My love to you And your Angel ☆
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☆ All My Love As Always
Hayley & Family xxxx
For Millie and family
Your hands as gentle as a breeze
On a cold winter’s day.
Ribbons of love fold between your fingers,
Baby colours rest upon your skin
Like the softness of you.
Pale shades connect my thoughts to you.
Our souls bound by ribbons of love.
Missing You, Child, at Christmas
Everybody's rushing round
Full of festive cheer
But I'm finding all I want to do
At Christmas, is come here.
To talk to you a little while
And light a candle or two
I can't buy you a present
So what else can I do?
Remember child, I love you
I'm still hurting with this pain
I don't think it will ever stop
Until I'm with you once again.
MERRY CHRISTMAS
♥♥SNOWMAN KISSES♥♥
♥Snowflakes from Heaven as white as can be!♥
♥Can build a Snowman for!♥
♥all to see!♥
♥He's cute and cuddly and full of good wishes!♥
♥And wants to give you a bunch of his kisses!♥
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♥♥Thankyou for all your Support♥♥ xx
You Are Not Alone at Christmas
You may feel you are all alone
There is little joy for you
You have been through such a hard time
It has sapped all strength from you.
Christmas can bring happiness
But you’ve lost the will to care.
What’s the point in Christmas
When your sparkle is not there?
Deep within a light shines
Although, dimly lit is there
Believe me it will shine brightly
With gentle love and care.
There is someone who holds a candle
To guide and help you through
He is your Guardian Angel
Dedicated just to you.
He knows the pain you’re feeling
Your pain is his pain too.
His wings are wrapped around you now
Inner strength he gives to you.
You are not alone at Christmas
Or on any other day.
Your Angel stands beside you
He will never go away.
Daddys Little Halfpint
To Daddys Little Halfpint
I thinks of you every minuite of every day.I wounder what you are up to and who you are with.Love you loads baby girl.
Lots of love,huggs and big kissis Daddy
Daddy loves you always and forever
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Sleep tight my Angel
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My Heart Hurts
My Darling Millie
Today im feeling very low,more then normal.I seem to take 2 steeps forward and 7 back.Im not sure why 1 minuite i seem to cope with the hand ive been delt but then out of the blue i feel like crap.I feel in myself that im distancing myself from your daddy but im not realy sure why.I love him very much but at the moment i feel we are miles appart.It dont help me that your big brother is not with me for such a long time.He had to go away becouse a very nasty person blamed him for doing something.I know and every one who knows him knows he didnt do it.The day they sent him away it was like lossing you all over again.I lost my last born and now ive lost my first born.That must sound silly couse he is coming back but he helps me so much around the house and with Kaleb and Billy when im not well.Kaleb is quite upset and confused at the moment.He keeps asking me why all the other mums bring their babys home and why we cant come get you and bring you home so he can play with you and help look after you.And now that your big brother has gone it realy makes me think what he must be thinking and how he must feel inside.So this xmas not only are you not with us or nanny Bet but now Freddy aint with us.I would realy like to know what i have done to deserve all the pain in my life.Im not a nasty person i try to help people when ever i can.Your brothers and sister get just about every thing they ask for.THEN MY BLOOD BOILES couse i see on the news about 1 little boy who was under 2 was beaten to death and then yesturday a mother killed her two young children.WHY can people like that be given their babys but you wear taken from me.WHY? WHY? WHY?I find myself asking that question over and over but i never get an answer.I still sometimes find this over welming feelig that i need to leave my life hear to be with you.I know deep in my heart i cant but i also cant stop feeling like that now and then.I dont know how long im gonna feel like this or even how much more heartach i can take.No one will talk to me about you not like i realy wanna.Your daddy still wount talk about you or about Nanny Bet.It hurts so much Millie.I wish that i could hold you close in my arms agan.I wish i had stayed with you longer.Why did i go home after 3 days?All the questions in my head but no answers.I miss you so so much Millie.I will never stop loving you my darling.I will always wounder what you look like,who you look like.Well my Angel mummy is gonna try and get some sleep couse gotta take your broythers and sister to school in a few hours .Love you darling always and forever.
All my love huggs and kissis
Your loving Mummy
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MISS YOU SIS
God looked around his garden
And found an empty space
Then he looked down upon this earth
And saw your tired face
He put his arms around you
And lifted you to rest
Gods garden must be beautiful
He only takes the best
Night Night My Angel Sister
Miss And Love You Very Much Millie
Loads Of Love,Huggs+Kissis
Your Big Bro FRED
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FOR A SPECIAL ANGEL
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♥ One day if you feel like crying ♥ call me ♥ I dont promise that I will make you laugh ♥ But I can cry with you ♥ If one day you want to run away ♥ Don't be afraid to call me ♥ I don't promise to ask you to stop ♥ But I can run with you ♥ If one day you don't want to listen to anyone ♥ Call me ♥ I promise to be there for you and to remain quiet ♥ But one day if you call ♥ And there is no anwser ♥ Come fast to see me ♥ Perhaps I need you ♥ Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk ♥ or how close you are ♥ And send it to the person who sent it to you ♥ Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will ♥ Remember ♥ Everyone needs a friend♥
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