| Location | Exeter |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 3/2007 |
| Date of Death | 3/2007 |
| Visitors | 2,181 since 02/03/2008 |
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Millie soper grew her wings 1st march 2007 Daughter to Jim and Sally, a sister to Steven, Jade,
Fred, John, Josh, Roxanne, Kaleb and Billy. You were a miracle, a dream come true, A perfect little
girl, you never woke up, You're safe now little Millie, so shine like a star, Play with the
angels but don't go too far. Sleep tight our Little Angel. You'll always be in our
hearts xxx
I was 36 weeks pregnant when i was told my baby had died inside me.
I had a realy bad time right from the start.I had carried 5 other babys and i new something was not
right.But all i ever got was' baby is doing well,baby is fine.I saw the doctors the week before
after having a scan and they told me baby was not growing so i cryed and begged them to take baby
out but i was told no couse baby was healthy.All week i was very low becose i didnt know what was
gonna happen to my baby.At 1.30 am on28th of febuary it felt like baby was kicking its way out.Me
and my husband went to the hospital at 10am the same day and i was told they wanted a trace of babys
heart before the scan.But she couldnt find the heart beat but she said dont worrie ill do the scan
first.I new something was rong as soon as she went over my tummy very fast.I could see no heart
beat.Another doctor came in and told me baby was dead.It felt like someone had riped my heart out.I
was told to go home and to come back the next day to deliver baby.I could not belive i had to go
home and face my other children and tell them our baby was dead.How do you tell a 2 year old and a 3
year old?My husband told the older 3 couse i could not face them.My 3 year old son came to me and
asked me why i was crying and some how i told him our baby had gone to heaven.Ill never forget the
way he looked at me and his bottom lip dropping,then came the tears.I did not sleep that night and
befor i knew it was time to go into hospital.I was put to sleep and when i came round i kept asking
what i had .I had a little girl,just what we had been dreaming for.Millie was born assleep at 9.50am
and weighd 3lb8oz.She was brought into me in this tiny mossis basket and when they laid her in my
arms the first thing i said was she looked just like Billy when he was born.I spent 3 days in
hospital with her and then we laid her to rest on the 9th of march 2007.Millie would be 15monthes
old now and i still wake in the night couse i hear her cry.
Dear Mr. Hallmark
I am writing to you from Heaven
And though it must appear
A rather strange idea
I see everything from here.
I just popped in to visit
Your shops to find a card
A card of love for my Mum
As this day for her is hard.
There must be some mistake I thought
Every card you could imagine
Except I could not find a card
From a child who lives in Heaven.
She is still a Mother too
No matter where I reside
I had to leave she understands
But oh the tears she cried.
I thought that if I wrote to you
That you would come to know
That though I live in Heaven now
I still love my Mummy so.
She talks with me and dreams with me
We still share laughter too
Prayers are our way of speaking now
Would you see what you can do?
My Mum carries me in her heart
Her tears she hides from sight
She thinks of me and misses me
Sometimes far into the night.
She plants flowers in her garden
There my memory dwells
She helps other grieving parents
Trying to ease their pain as well.
So you see Mr. Hallmark
Though I no longer live on earth
I must try to find a way
To remind her of her worth.
She needs to be honoured
And remembered too
Just like children on earth
For their Mums today do.
Thank you Mr. Hallmark
I know you’ll do your best
I have done all I can do
To you I’ll leave the rest.
Find a way to tell her
How much she means to me
Until I can do it myself
When we’re joined in Eternity.
Our Angel Millie
You're always in my thoughts,
And always in my mind,
Bt especiall today
You wear my waking thought,
Becouse today should have been
A special ay for us together,
Instead i spend it alone
With only memories of this day
and you.
So with the help of this balloon
A wind whisper carries what i have to say
I love and miss you every day
But especially today.
This was what was wrote on one of the balloons we set of for you on your birthday baby girl.I hope you liked them all.
We all love and miss you very much Millie and we always will.
Love you loads Millie
All our love Huggs#=Kissis
Mummy,Daddy,Fred,Josh,Roxanne,Kaleb+Billy-Joe
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Happy 2nd Birthday Millie
Today is your 2nd Birthdy Millie.We are coming up today toset of your balloons and to bring your cards and flowers.I also got you 5 more angels for your birthday.I will take some photos and put them on hear for you ok my darling.Fred,Josh,Roxanne,Kaleb+Billy-Joe all say Happy Birthday little sis.We all love you loads.I hope your having fun with all the other Angel babys.Love you Millie for eternity.
All our love,Huggs+Kissis
Mummy,Daddy,Fred,Josh,Roxanne,Kaleb+Billy-Joe
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My beautiful baby girl
Well my darling its nearly your birthday and im feeling quite low.We are coming up with yur cards and flowers and your ballons on sunday to see you on your birthday.I stil cant belive your 2.It only seems like yesturday i had you.How time passes by.I still iss you like crazy and the pain hasnt gone away.I feel quite empty inside still.One day it might not hurt as much but ill have to wait and see.Fred sends his love and says he is sorry he cant be with us on your birthday but to tell you he loves you and missis you very much.Kaleb wants to get you a cake and bring up to you.He still askes when we can come get you and bring you home.Its so hard couse hes only 6 and he cant come to terms with it when i tell him we cant bring you home.I would give anything to have you hear with us all wear you belong.But i cant live my life thinking like that all the time.I bet their are lots of Angel mummys that all tink the same.Any way my darling im gonna go for now but ill write more soon i promise.I love you so very much Mllie and i always will.
Loads of love huggs+kissis
MUMMY
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My Angel Millie
Well my darling im not sure where to start but hear i go.Its a week today untill your 2nd birthday and im feelin very low already.I still cant belive two years have nearly past.It still feels like yesturday that i was pregnant with you.Not a day goes by that i dont wander what you would look like now and what mistchive you would be gettin in to.My heart is so empty without you but i never stop thinking about you Millie.You are and always will be a very big part of our lives.Ive not decided yet how we are gonna celebarate your 2nd birtday yet.But what ever i decide it will be special couse your my little girl.Kaleb made you a little ring the other day out of silver foil.He came into me and asked if i thought it would fit you.Your big brother always brings a lump to my throught.He even gets excited when he sees a big bright star couse he shouts to every one to let them know your up their watchin us.I went out in your garden yesturday and planted some more bolbs.Their is daffodils popin up out their already.I love this time of year when all the flowers start to pop up.It makes your garden look so beautiful just like you my darling.Im thinkin about planting some flowers up around your stone and around nanny and grandads to.Do you know Millie i still sleep with yur first babygrow under my pillow.Ive not told anyone that up till now.But i dont care what people think couse it helps me and makes me feel closer to you.I bet that sunds so silly but i dont care.Its my way of copping.Everyone copes with loss in different ways.Now and again whe im on my own in the house i feel as though our hear with me.Its like i can sence you with me.Now this is very strange but true.On friday the 13 me and my cousin lorraine had been to bristol for the day and on our way home something went rond with the car.We wear in the 3rd lane of trafic when she lost control of the car.I was so scared and so was she.One miniut i saw the centre reservation comin at me and the next we went right across 3 lanes of trafic.Now i still cant belive that no other car hit us.We then had a recovery lorry come get us but as we got into exeter the recovery lorry started goin rong and then it just stoped.Their was steem comin from the bonnet.After five mins i decided to get out for a fag so the driver had called for someone to come get us and then he poped the bonet only to find it was on fire.Well we got home eventualy and your daddy told me it was you who keept me safe and got me home in one peice.The worst thing was that i said in the morning that i diddnt wanna go becous of the date and everyone told me i was being silly.Well my darling thank you for watching me that day.But i know one thing im never goin out on friday the 13 ever again!!Daddy got me a lovely birthday card for me from you as it was my birthday on the 14.We had a little party and i was just so glad to have been hear to celabrat it.So again my darling Angel thank you for keepin me safe.You knew it wasnt my time yet.I just wish i could have saved you my darling.I love you with all my heart and soul for eternity. All my love,huggs and kissis
MUMMY
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hello millie mummys having problems getting on the site at the moment babes so has not been able to light any candles for you,but she wants you to know she loves n misses you everyday and she is sending lots of hugs and kisses your way so make sure you catch them all xxx
sum words 4 u sall i put them on jaydon's page 2!!xx
The next time we will see you millie
Will be at Heavens Door,
And when we see you there
We won't cry any more,
We will hold you in our a arms
again
And kiss your your smiling face,
Then the pieces of our broken
hearts,
Will fall back into place.
My Angel Millie
My darling baby girl Millie
Its the beggining of 2009 and i so wanted this year to be beter then the last two years couse i thought i deserved abit of happy ness for a change.But someone has other iders for me.On the 1st of january 2009 Your great grandad Peter Turner passed away just after 6am.I wish i knew what i had done so bad to have so much sadnes in my life.I dont think im a bad person.I try and help others when i can.Your brothers and sister dont ever go without.They nomaly get what they ask for.Yes i am to soft on them but i lost you Millie and i never know what is gonna go rong next so i spoil them.I dont think im rong for doing so.Well if i am then thats tuff couse ill keep doin it.I want every day to count,even if they are being good or naughty.I hope you understand me Millie.I keep thinking about what you look like today.I often picture you around the house with Kaleb and Billy-Joe doing things you shouldent be doing.It always puts a smille on my face.And sometimes i hear Josh andRoxanne shouting couse you have riped a book or scribbled on their things.I cant explaine how much i miss you Millie.I thought the empty feeling inside would ease abit but it has not.Well not yet.I cant belive you are gonna be 2 in just 2 months time.I dont know wear the time has gone.Billy Joe starts big school next week with Kaleb.He is so excited about it.I just dont know wear the years are goin to.All my babys are growing up to quick.Before i know it they will be moving out and having their own familys.I know one thing though,they will never forget you.Kaleb keeps asking me when we can come get you and bring you home.He says that everyone else brings their babys home so why cant we?I realy dont know how to realy explaine to him.Hes still a baby him self ealy.I realy want to understand why you wear taken from us and then maybe i could explaine it better to your brothersand sister.I dont think im ever gonna get the answers i want.Any way my darling im gonna say night to you now ok.Sleep tight my beautiful baby girl.Remember i will never stop loveing you ok Millie and none of us will ever forget you,not ever.See you in my dreams Angel.
All my Love,Huggs+Kisis
Your loveing Mummy For Eternity
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I LOVE YOU MILLIE WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL XXXXXX
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