| Location | Exeter |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 3/2007 |
| Date of Death | 3/2007 |
| Visitors | 3,069 since 02/03/2008 |
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Millie soper grew her wings 1st march 2007 Daughter to Jim and Sally, a sister to Steven, Jade, Fred, John, Josh, Roxanne, Kaleb and Billy. You were a miracle, a dream come true, A perfect little girl, you never woke up, You're safe now little Millie, so shine like a star, Play with the angels but don't go too far. Sleep tight our Little Angel. You'll always be in our
hearts xxx
I was 36 weeks pregnant when i was told my baby had died inside me.
I had a realy bad time right from the start.I had carried 5 other babys and i new something was not right.But all i ever got was' baby is doing well,baby is fine.I saw the doctors the week before after having a scan and they told me baby was not growing so i cryed and begged them to take baby out but i was told no couse baby was healthy.All week i was very low becose i didnt know what was gonna happen to my baby.At 1.30 am on28th of febuary it felt like baby was kicking its way out.Me and my husband went to the hospital at 10am the same day and i was told they wanted a trace of babys heart before the scan.But she couldnt find the heart beat but she said dont worrie ill do the scan first.I new something was rong as soon as she went over my tummy very fast.I could see no heart beat.Another doctor came in and told me baby was dead.It felt like someone had riped my heart out.I was told to go home and to come back the next day to deliver baby.I could not belive i had to go home and face my other children and tell them our baby was dead.How do you tell a 2 year old and a 3 year old?My husband told the older 3 couse i could not face them.My 3 year old son came to me and asked me why i was crying and some how i told him our baby had gone to heaven.Ill never forget the way he looked at me and his bottom lip dropping,then came the tears.I did not sleep that night and befor i knew it was time to go into hospital.I was put to sleep and when i came round i kept asking what i had .I had a little girl,just what we had been dreaming for.Millie was born assleep at 9.50am and weighd 3lb8oz.She was brought into me in this tiny mossis basket and when they laid her in my arms the first thing i said was she looked just like Billy when he was born.I spent 3 days in hospital with her and then we laid her to rest on the 9th of march 2007.Millie would be 15monthes old now and i still wake in the night couse i hear her cry.
I Lost My Child Today
I lost my child today.
People came to weep and cry
As I just sat and stared, dry eyed.
They struggled to find words to say
To try and make the pain go away.
I walked the floor in disbelief.
I lost my child today.
I lost my child last month.
Most of the people went away.
Some still call and some still stay.
I wait to wake up from this dream
"This can't be real" I want to scream.
Yet everything is locked inside,
God, help me, I want to die.
I lost my child last month.
I lost my child last year.
Now people, who had come, have gone.
I sit and struggle all day long,
To bear the pain so deep inside.
And now my friends just question, "Why?
Why does this mother not move on?
Just sits and sings the same old song.
Good heavens, it has been so long!"
I lost my child last year.
Time has not moved on for me.
The numbness it has disappeared.
My eyes have now cried many tears.
I see the look upon your face,
"She must move on and leave this place."
Yet I am trapped right here in time.
The songs the same, as is the rhyme:
I lost my child......Today.
Hello
I've been alone with you inside my mind
And in my dreams I've kissed your face a thousand times
I sometimes dream you pass outside my door
Hello, is it me you're looking for?
I would see it in your eyes
I would see it in your smile
You're all I've ever wanted, and my arms are open wide
'Cause I'd know just what to say
And I'd know just what to do
And I want to tell you so much, I love you ...
I long to see the sunlight in your hair
And tell you time and time again how much I care
Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow
Hello, I've just got to let you know
'Cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely,
Or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let me start by saying, I love you ...
Hello, is it me you're looking for?
'Cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely
Or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let me start by saying ... I love you
Lyrics by Lionel Richie
A bud the gardener gave us,
A pure and lovely child,
He gave it to our keeping,
To cherish undefiled.
But just as it was opening,
To the glory of the day,
Down came the Heavenly Angel,
And took our bud away.
Cosmic Love
A falling star fell from your heart and landed in my eyes
I screamed aloud, as it tore through them, and now it's left me blind
The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out
You left me in the dark
No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight
In the shadow of your heart
And in the dark, I can hear your heartbeat
I tried to find the sound
But then it stopped, and I was in the darkness,
So darkness I became
The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out
You left me in the dark
No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight
In the shadow of your heart
I took the stars from our eyes, and then I made a map
And knew that somehow I could find my way back
Then I heard your heart beating, you were in the darkness too
So I stayed in the darkness with you
The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out
You left me in the dark
No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight
In the shadow of your heart
The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out
You left me in the dark
No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight
In the shadow of your heart.
Lyrics from Florence and the Machine
To My Daddy from Your Angel (for Fathers Day)
Daddy you will never see me
Look at you and give a smile,
Or tie my laces really tight
Or get to walk me down the aisle.
You’ll never teach me A,B,C’s
Or read to me and tuck me in,
You’ll never kiss and make me laugh
With tickles from your spiky chin.
You’ll never watch me graduate
For my cap and gown, I’ll never see,
And you’ll never hold my babies,
Like you never get to cuddle me.
You would have been the best Daddy,
But I had gone before I really knew,
So, instead of watching me, my Daddy,
I’ll be watching over you.
Thinking of your angel and all your family this Father's Day Sunday. Much love xxxx
But Jesus called the children to him and said, "Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of God belongs to such as these. I tell you the truth, anyone who will not receive the kingdom of God like a little child will never enter it."
xxxxx
Smile
Smile though your heart is aching;
Smile even though it's breaking.
When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by.
If you smile through your fear and sorrow,
Smile and maybe tomorrow,
You'll see the sun come shining through…for you.
Light up your face with gladness,
Hide every trace of sadness.
Although a tear may be ever so near,
That's the time you must keep on trying,
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile,
If you just…smile.
That's the time you must keep on trying,
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just… smile. Smile!
Music by Charlie Chaplin
I Carry Your Heart With Me
I carry your heart with me
(I carry it in my heart)
I am never without it
(anywhere I go you go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my Darling)
I fear no fate
(for you are my fate, my sweet)
I want no world
(for beautiful, you are my world, my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you.
Here is the deepest secret nobody knows;
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart:
I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart).
By E E cummings.
happy mothers day
Happy Mother's Day Mummy...
I will always watch down on you..
From my lil castle above
And I will blow you kisses..
Just for you with love
Catch all my kisses Mummy..
Each and everyone
Please don't cry Dear Mummy
I am In heaven having fun
I know that you can't kiss me.
Or cuddle me up so tight
But I really love you Mummy..
With all my little might
Happy Mother's Day Mummy...
I don't need to send you a card
I always see you crying..
'Cos I know for you It's hard
But please wipe away..
Your tears Mummy
'Cos In your heart I'll stay
So catch all my floaty kisses Mummy..
On this special Mother's Day
I will always love you Mummy..
From your Beautiful lil Angel x
copyright© Jackie Thomas 10/03/2010.
Mothering Sunday
MOTHERS DAY MESSAGE
A kiss to you on Mother’s Day, a hug from me to you.
I know that you are sad sometimes, I know that you are blue.
Please wipe away that tear, put on a happy face,
For I am with God in heaven now, Oh Mummy, what a wonderful place.
God gave me wings so I could fly, they are white, with a hint of blue.
I’m a big girl, Mummy, with these wings of mine.
They carry me down to visit you.
God is teaching me how to catch your prayers.
Prayers that come as wishes, your wish is the same everyday,
A wish that I could have stayed.
I have a prayer for you now Mummy, I pray that you will hear.
God needed me here with him, I have no pain or fear.
For I am an Angel now you see, I watch over you each night and day.
A little piece of heaven on earth, guiding you on your way.
I come to tuck you in each night, as you wanted to do with me.
I hear your prayers, and kiss your cheek, then I watch you dream.
Before I leave, and go back home, I look at you and sigh,
As I fly back to heaven, I sing you a lullaby.
A kiss to you on Mother’s Day, a hug from me to you,
I love you Mummy, please don’t cry, you’ll get to hold me soon.
WHAT MAKES A MOTHER?
I thought of you and closed my eyes and prayed to God today,
I asked what makes a Mother and I know I heard him say.
A Mother has a baby, this we know is true,
But God can you be a Mother, when your baby's not with you?
Yes, you can, he replied with confidence in his voice,
I give many women babies, when they leave it’s not their choice.
Some I send for a lifetime and others for a day,
And some I send to feel your womb but there's no need to stay.
I just don't understand God I want my baby here!
He took a breath and cleared his throat and then I saw a tear.
I wish I could show you what your child is doing today,
If you could see your child smile with other children and say...
We go to earth to learn our lessons of love and life and fear,
My Mummy loved me oh so much, I got to come right here.
I feel so lucky to have a Mum who had so much love for me,
I learned my lesson very quickly, and My Mummy set me free.
I miss my Mummy oh so much but I visit her each day,
When she goes to sleep, on her pillow's where I lay.
I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek and whisper in her ear,
Mummy don't be sad today, I'm your baby and I'm here.
So you see my dear sweet one your children are ok,
Your babies are in my home and this is where they'll stay.
They'll wait for you with me until your lesson there is through,
And on the day that you come home, they'll be at the gates for you.
So now you see what makes a Mother, it's the feeling in your heart,
It's the love you had so much of, right from the very start.
Though some on earth my not realize until their time is done
Remember all the love you have and know that you are a special Mum!
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